Running out of patience is not an easy thing. Especially if you are considered a very very patient human being! But once you reach rock bottom you may be on the verge of running out of patience (like everything else!). At this stage, you are losing it! :p
Why come to that stage?? Do you think it is of one’s choosing?! ‘ This month, you have been selected the lucky one! We will test how much you can take!’..
Everything gets more and more; bigger and bigger…In the midst of only fog you lose your sight..Is the light at the end of the tunnel? Let alone the light, you can’t even see the tunnel!!
Have you ever had those dreams: you try to scream but you can’t as you have no voice? It is the same thing; this cloud of fog eats your voice. No one can hear you!
You on the other hand, feel the impact of every single tune in your ears, in your body, in your bones! How ironic! The door bell rings- you feel you are under the church bells; your kid screams- it is af if you are at a heavy metal concert & the soloist is shouting at your face!
So, do you find yourself fluctuating between real life and fantasy? Do you picture yourself like a cartoon character – you name it- banging on something in the ‘inside’; while you try to keep calm on the ‘outside’? Or do you prefer an ‘inside/out’?? 😉
Then you have come to this point! You are running out of patience…Calm down, this can happen to anyone! Even to some you would think this would never happen to.
What to do???
Digging into the things you love- the things that is ‘between you and it’. What gives you strength, what makes you breathe..distracting yourself from those outside factors is the best escapist behaviour one can do, once you have had enough…No, there is nothing wrong with ‘escaping’. Because: You are losing your patience.
You are losing yourself…
You are losing it..
The face reads:
DO NOT DISTURB !